get out of here.

i hate working at vs! i hate that my only friend at work is cindy, the person who i would totally screw over if i left for good so i feel like i HAVE to stay there at least part time to help her out because she almost doesn't have a clue to how to handle her new position alone. it's hard. that place is freaking the devil i'm sure. come on, a lingerie store that makes 20 mil a year!? and i'm talking just the one i work at. on freaking practically nothing to wear! and lotions and perfumes. seriously people go find better things to spend your money on! of course i should be one to talk because like a third if not half of my paychecks always go back to there because i fall in love with anything that is remotely cute because of my awesome ability to make anything look good. and i mean i buy stuff from pink because i seriously do not do lingerie. i tried it and it was so awkward. i see these ladies that go in with their husbands/boyfriends/lovers? and the ask them 'do you like this?' like wtf?! mental picture..gross. what do you even do in lingerie?! hang out in it to feel sexy. i feel sexy in an oversized tshirt. that cost me nothing because i took it from jesse. not like $58 [yes, almost all lingerie sets are 58] for a tiny bit of lace fabric and a practically invisible thong. but back to why i hate vs.

i do not want to work more than 10 hrs. A WEEK. and what just happened. i worked 14 hours. IN ONE DAY. and i know it feels so good knowing that when the store manager walks in for her shift in the morning and she walks the floor she can easily point to anything that i've touched because i just have that ability [seriously though, not being full of myself] but for what?! i never got a raise when i deserved one. and freaking crap i seriously deserved one. i never got promoted when everyone and their mom and their unborn child knew i was the best person for the job. and finally they decide 'omg we can't lose you rosie. let me give you this position that should've been yours almost a year ago. that doesn't work? ok let me give you a raise so you won't demote yourself. not that either? ok you can be your own boss for the 20 hrs you work a week because the store needs your point of view.' stop wasting my energy. i need it for living. for studying [which i should be doing right now]. for hanging out on the couch wasting time like i am now. for continuing my painting for carly so i can send her a package already. just quit it.


but i guess on a good side note, my mannequins looked freaking awesome. i was like, man that girl looks so good.

even better side note. jesse is finally up! cuddle time. <3